Broken Dream

OMG i just know something today morning... Im so freaking PISS off to the MAX... I had never felt that PISS before feel like REALLY KILLING SOMEONE...

I found out why I lose my close girl-friend.. the reason behide it.. I was always thinking why suddenly she just avoide me.. Now i know the reason behide it.. I know WHICH MOTHER FUCKING DOG backstab me say my LAN JIAO thing behide me. Almost cost me my FUCKING life-line... You happy now L.C.B.... F urself.. What I do to you that u need to this to me.. CB still call u my fd KNN go F.O..CB-DOG.

Well i going put this aside.. I wouldn't care I dont wish to make it big... For now, let be this way... Whom ever that need to know about this I have already told..

My world is a mass... Im very tired to keep putting on a smiling face everytime.. Just to let ppl feel good about.. Inside my heart things is breaking n been breaking apart for a very long time... I love all my friends, my close friends.. Im sorry i know sometime i never use my brain to say things that hurts.. I hate to lose a friend, real love gf.. its just too heartbreaking..

Been looking back to refresh myself about my life.. I learn my mistake.. haha abit too late rite.. I cant change that, that me.. After so long, its been 1year4mth? i still miss u. i cant get over it. but i wouldnt tell u how much ur moves hurt me... I had recoved before but u say that phase that make me even hurt n the other story from wad u told me is different.. I wish i can tell someone about all my troubles... but no 1 i know i felt that will understand me, not even u.. Its had been broken I dont think it can be repair again.. Lost in a world of pain...

3weeks more to NS time for my freedom is running short. Let run away again...