Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wednesday

Hai... Haha been going in n out of Malaysia like water nowadays..

Sick of singapore, sick of the people i know, sick of everything...

Dont ask me why, dont ask me anything, I just want to run away from all the things that is happening... Deep down inside i miss u..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Broken Dream

OMG i just know something today morning... Im so freaking PISS off to the MAX... I had never felt that PISS before feel like REALLY KILLING SOMEONE...

I found out why I lose my close girl-friend.. the reason behide it.. I was always thinking why suddenly she just avoide me.. Now i know the reason behide it.. I know WHICH MOTHER FUCKING DOG backstab me say my LAN JIAO thing behide me. Almost cost me my FUCKING life-line... You happy now L.C.B.... F urself.. What I do to you that u need to this to me.. CB still call u my fd KNN go F.O..CB-DOG.

Well i going put this aside.. I wouldn't care I dont wish to make it big... For now, let be this way... Whom ever that need to know about this I have already told..

My world is a mass... Im very tired to keep putting on a smiling face everytime.. Just to let ppl feel good about.. Inside my heart things is breaking n been breaking apart for a very long time... I love all my friends, my close friends.. Im sorry i know sometime i never use my brain to say things that hurts.. I hate to lose a friend, real love gf.. its just too heartbreaking..

Been looking back to refresh myself about my life.. I learn my mistake.. haha abit too late rite.. I cant change that, that me.. After so long, its been 1year4mth? i still miss u. i cant get over it. but i wouldnt tell u how much ur moves hurt me... I had recoved before but u say that phase that make me even hurt n the other story from wad u told me is different.. I wish i can tell someone about all my troubles... but no 1 i know i felt that will understand me, not even u.. Its had been broken I dont think it can be repair again.. Lost in a world of pain...

3weeks more to NS time for my freedom is running short. Let run away again...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

I Didnt Even Know

Part Playful Kisser


Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable













Your Deadly Sins



Gluttony: 60%


Envy: 40%


Pride: 40%


Sloth: 40%


Greed: 20%


Wrath: 20%


Lust: 0%


Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%


You'll die choking on a cookie in bed.


Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Freedom is almost GONE

From today i will have 1mth before NS... I wish I can go in now so I can sleep every nite sweet n tired... Too tired till I cannot think of anything...

Been almost 11mths if im not wrong. Single is good... Why things happen that i cant get over it. Never had a problem with that before. Maybe its my stupidity that kept things inside myself that hope that something impossible will happen. Why? Relationship is a hard thing to start and maintain. I always believe in giving your heart is the best why to make the other party have trust in you to understand you. Seem like Im wrong agian. I felt more mature now in thinking. Lose hope on people I met nowadays. Hopeless ME... I need a few SLAPS to wake up..!

Im starting to like my life... Stress free for the other party. Money flow hasn't been a problem now. Got my BIG dream that I need to get. Time line 1year time from now. If I fail this I will be very depress and may give up hope on myself...

Stressful.

What a life... Full of shit

Sunday, June 05, 2005

What a NIGHT

Oh just got home... Hai, 1mth 3days left to NS... Boring...
U wouldnt believe what I did the whold nite been sitting at a spot to another spot for more then 10hours do nothing but sit down and talk about cars all night... Ya, I know most of the people will say it a boring topic but if u r a car lover u will love to know more stuff about cars parts and other stuff...

Crazy been running around singapore. From Kallang KFC to Orchard drink water then to NUS(West Coast) there to eat and went back to orchard to find my fd "cai ong" with his "cai chai" and went all the way to singbang bedok (isszit spell like tat) to drink so more... From 3/4 tank fill to now abit less then 1/2 tank... Kao...

Talk cock the whole night.. And just now a fd of mine just know not long let me test drive his GTi.. I was so shock that he is willing to let me play with it.. Cant go into detail about the stuff about it. IT WAS DAMN BLOODY FAST for a N.A engine... SICK fast 2nd gear reach 110km/h. I think its like about 5sec to reach that speed... SICK SICK DAMN SICKERING FAST... Too many things happen today. Really shiock...

WISH my WISH to come true in 8mths top... It must happen... >.<