Its' Short

Short term. Things come and go, friend come and go, born and die... and more if you can think harder. Nothing is forever.

Disappointed, Heart broken, Depress, Stress... This is how I felt now. I just don't understand why everytime I put in so much for a thing but end up nothing in return. I don't think I will ever care so much about this kind of stuff anymore.. It's draws in to much of my energy, care, time... Just maybe I should keep it for the person that do the same thing for me. It's tiring to love someone. Its tiring to keep giving and there is no return... Thing should stop now. I don't wish to care about anything at all.. I need a getting a get away, out of this world. To a my dream world. Everything will be so wonderful. Everything will be fine again.

In pain.
It should be
short term.
Double Hit,
May not take it.
Life still drag along.
Day passes with memory's.
Don't understand why.
Maybe Im just stupid.
Get Manipulate.
Didn't even know.
I always think positive,
End up negative.
Im tired.
Im hurt.
May not recover anymore.
I wish to change.
There isn't time for me,
NS is here.
I felt so lonely,
no care and love around once more...

Everyday I wake up, I always say to myself that today will be a nice day to start with, but deep down inside me, is in pain with all the moves i did. Fire is still burning melting away inside me. No one will understand me well. I haven't found anyone. Only look at my smiling face and think that im fine.. but im not..


In memory of MYSELF...
Mood: Extremely Depress and Sad