The New Start
Just got back from double O. Alot of cock ups' before even we met up... So boring. Dont know what wrong with Kelvin. Hmmm kind of worry for him hope his ok. The DJ suck today.. boring songs. Drink 1 Jar, 1 bottle and 2shorts. Gone to high mode... and I forget I drove down just now almost crash onto the on coming car when going to east coast.. haha crazy high feeling damn shock..
Been so depress this week. Project, personal stuff, the girl im after, NS, Money, Family, School want to kick me out, Friends and many more... Oh how I wish things can be like last time. Peaceful life with my girl-friend, club and just play no worries, but things had change all is just the pass and in my memory. Now im 21, things run differently.
Not going to be that playful as last time, Not going to smoke so much, Not going to drink; think; do; love; hate; kao peh so much... Just want to be myself happy go lucky person. How I wish now i got money, a lovely devoted girlfriend, no problem in my mind, my life will be damn brighten up like mad... I don't wish for much right... haha.. Too tired for a relationship that keep end up the same wasting my time and our time together. When will the day come? I cant wait.
After clubbing when down to east coast mc to eat. Start talking cock again... Hai, every time i will kana all the scolding haha poor me so use to it being a light bulb, the one to kana kp, the one who kana bully... Haha... I just talk too much rubbish till all my friend get irritated with me...
Saw someone down at east coast mc. She say I AM FAT!!!. Ouch, I hate that word.. Im just abit more meat now only... What sia fat -.-"... Ahhh going NS soon liao la no more fats. Dont want to look like last time so thin no meat not nice to hug 1. Muhaha... I'm feeling now lost in space still feeling high and miss someone... Love the drinks, clear my head for now... Cooling and Lovely.
Loving someone and been love by someone and can't be together for some reason is just hurts so bad. It is as equal as breaking up with your partner because he or her got an other partner outside cheating behide you... Well think about it ? Am i right?
I FEAR:
Top5 fear, number one is;
1. My girlfriend backstab me and not loyal to me.
2. Lost all my friends.(I love all my friends)
3. Ghost? (Saw 1 before I really freak out)
4. Losing the special you (For now)
5. Computers, see it everyday (I fix PC for extra cash, boring)
Been so depress this week. Project, personal stuff, the girl im after, NS, Money, Family, School want to kick me out, Friends and many more... Oh how I wish things can be like last time. Peaceful life with my girl-friend, club and just play no worries, but things had change all is just the pass and in my memory. Now im 21, things run differently.
Not going to be that playful as last time, Not going to smoke so much, Not going to drink; think; do; love; hate; kao peh so much... Just want to be myself happy go lucky person. How I wish now i got money, a lovely devoted girlfriend, no problem in my mind, my life will be damn brighten up like mad... I don't wish for much right... haha.. Too tired for a relationship that keep end up the same wasting my time and our time together. When will the day come? I cant wait.
After clubbing when down to east coast mc to eat. Start talking cock again... Hai, every time i will kana all the scolding haha poor me so use to it being a light bulb, the one to kana kp, the one who kana bully... Haha... I just talk too much rubbish till all my friend get irritated with me...
Saw someone down at east coast mc. She say I AM FAT!!!. Ouch, I hate that word.. Im just abit more meat now only... What sia fat -.-"... Ahhh going NS soon liao la no more fats. Dont want to look like last time so thin no meat not nice to hug 1. Muhaha... I'm feeling now lost in space still feeling high and miss someone... Love the drinks, clear my head for now... Cooling and Lovely.
Loving someone and been love by someone and can't be together for some reason is just hurts so bad. It is as equal as breaking up with your partner because he or her got an other partner outside cheating behide you... Well think about it ? Am i right?
I FEAR:
Top5 fear, number one is;
1. My girlfriend backstab me and not loyal to me.
2. Lost all my friends.(I love all my friends)
3. Ghost? (Saw 1 before I really freak out)
4. Losing the special you (For now)
5. Computers, see it everyday (I fix PC for extra cash, boring)
posted by Jackson at 3:57 AM
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