I n c o m p l e t e

My life is now incomplete without u... I felt so refresh now.

Slap me please as I wish to feel the pain.

Bite me please as I dont want my face anymore.

Kick my ass, as you like to kick people asses. I dont care...

Don't ask what i just type, not for you to understand and not for you to read.

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Blink blink.. so fast its friday.. Time really fly.. It just felt like i just pass monday.. but now its friday already.. Weee... time rock all my babes... Its been a hell week. Everyone is sick around me.. im worry for u.

Nothing much to type nothing much to let all the people to know. Well.. Going to sleep now bye for now.

Cool Sea

This week im going to be very broke again... Fuel is killing me. Nothing much to add today, tomorrow is my maths test im going to die.. still cant fully understand what is what... Come to think about it the TEXT book kind of F*** UP. No detail or anything wth im going to understand.. hai~ fail liao la.

Just when to my special area in east coast alone. Kind of cool, havent been there for some time to refuse myself, my feeling and thoughts... Back at home now got to try very hard to study lone now. I wish for a angel now to teach my MATHS~~!!!! AHHH

The New Start

Just got back from double O. Alot of cock ups' before even we met up... So boring. Dont know what wrong with Kelvin. Hmmm kind of worry for him hope his ok. The DJ suck today.. boring songs. Drink 1 Jar, 1 bottle and 2shorts. Gone to high mode... and I forget I drove down just now almost crash onto the on coming car when going to east coast.. haha crazy high feeling damn shock..

Been so depress this week. Project, personal stuff, the girl im after, NS, Money, Family, School want to kick me out, Friends and many more... Oh how I wish things can be like last time. Peaceful life with my girl-friend, club and just play no worries, but things had change all is just the pass and in my memory. Now im 21, things run differently.

Not going to be that playful as last time, Not going to smoke so much, Not going to drink; think; do; love; hate; kao peh so much... Just want to be myself happy go lucky person. How I wish now i got money, a lovely devoted girlfriend, no problem in my mind, my life will be damn brighten up like mad... I don't wish for much right... haha.. Too tired for a relationship that keep end up the same wasting my time and our time together. When will the day come? I cant wait.

After clubbing when down to east coast mc to eat. Start talking cock again... Hai, every time i will kana all the scolding haha poor me so use to it being a light bulb, the one to kana kp, the one who kana bully... Haha... I just talk too much rubbish till all my friend get irritated with me...

Saw someone down at east coast mc. She say I AM FAT!!!. Ouch, I hate that word.. Im just abit more meat now only... What sia fat -.-"... Ahhh going NS soon liao la no more fats. Dont want to look like last time so thin no meat not nice to hug 1. Muhaha... I'm feeling now lost in space still feeling high and miss someone... Love the drinks, clear my head for now... Cooling and Lovely.

Loving someone and been love by someone and can't be together for some reason is just hurts so bad. It is as equal as breaking up with your partner because he or her got an other partner outside cheating behide you... Well think about it ? Am i right?

I FEAR:
Top5 fear, number one is;
1. My girlfriend backstab me and not loyal to me.
2. Lost all my friends.(I love all my friends)
3. Ghost? (Saw 1 before I really freak out)
4. Losing the special you (For now)
5. Computers, see it everyday (I fix PC for extra cash, boring)

Moody

Very stressful in school, problem and problem... I have no idea about E-Maths. My teacher is an ass0. Only teach those girls in front of the class. The rest of us is like we are not in the class at all. Can't even understand what rubbish his teaching... Thinking of him make me piss off and there is an upcoming Maths test and exam, OMG I didn't even know a shit.. Im DOOM... Hope I can find someone in time to teach me. Don't want to trouble hazel, she is a busy girl... haha.

Just came back home, didn't even go to coffee club just now, end up at east coast caravan. Its like a beach pub, drinking down there felt so moody today. Drink almost 6cups of beer and some food along with it and talk so much cock, I can't believe myself can talk so much rubbish.. Oh.. no i just remember i dont want to get fat.. Shit.. Later someone going to say i fatty again i dont like it... Later don't want me... ARghH~haha =P

Found this website : http://www.hitzradio.com. Its a nice website that have LIVE RADIO that plays;R&B, Top40 and Urban songs...

Cant wait till this coming friday... Muhaha, going clubbing think going chinablack or dbl0.. haha got to have all the fun i can get, get mad, get high... See you friends there, love you all.. haha got to go sleep now its 4:51AM still got class tomorrow and photo taking I dont want to look bad in it. Must be handsome muhaha...

Renew

-=My Wish List=-

1.Get my ITE certificate in 1month time.

2.Get my hair done.

3.Shoes, still looking for a nice 1.

4.Shirts from topshop.

5.Maybe a girlfriend.

6.15inc Rim with TZ101 for the car.

Its been boring all along. Blink of an eye and now my school is finishing and upcoming National Service. I felt like something is missing in my life. Felt like I have lose everything around me, but i know its not. Its just the feeling making me sick, lousy...

Things that i need or wanted in life hard come true. That kind of suck anyway. Just now at MS eating steam boat i saw my ex-girl friend been years i saw her hardly remember how she look like haha.. More pretty now and sweet talking. lolx... Dont know what i want in mind now confuse. I dont like to be single its getting real boring.. Time to RUN Muahaha...